Poem

Ever feel useless?.........
I do…..today.
So many things I can do nothing about…..so many.
Things I can do don’t seem to matter
Things that matter are out of my reach.
Worry doesn’t help
Striving doesn’t change anything.
The lilies of the field don’t have mortgages.
The birds of the air bring home food to their babies without grocery money.
I’m just tired of the struggle….
I give up the worry
…. but I still sleep next to it.
I turn to it in the morning and stroke it’s face
It looks through me
I’m not really there
I’m nothing….no one….useless.